Wednesday, November 13, 2002

Last night as I was trying to fall asleep, I got the mental image of being out on the ocean, on a surfboard. The waves are high and choppy, the wind is fierce, and since I don't know how to surf, I anticipate wiping out quite a few times. But I'm hoping beyond hope that eventually I'll be able to catch a wave in just the right way and ride it through to the end.

I suppose that's kind of how I feel right now. I don't really know what I'm doing, and I'll wipe out probably more than my fair share, but I hope that if and when I do get the hang of things, it'll be thrilling. It's just toughest right now.

This song came to mind. I believe it's written from the perspective of Peter and the other disciples who were on the fishing boat on the Sea of Galilee that night when they saw Jesus walking to them on the water. I think it sums up a lot of things for me.

CALMER OF THE STORM
Psalm 107:28-30, Mark 4:37-40

VERSE 1:
When everything is wrong
The day has passed and nothing's done
And the whole world seems against me
When I'm rolling in my bed, there's a storm in my head
I'm afraid of sinking in despair.

CHORUS:
Teach me, Lord to have faith
In what you're bringing me will
Change my life and bring you glory

There on the storm I am learning to let go
Of the will that I so long to control
There may I be in your arms eternally
I thank you, Lord, you are the calmer of the storm.

VERSE 2:
You rebuke the wind and the waves
Once again I find I'm amazed at the power of your will
Cuz I'm a child of little faith
I feel the wind and forget your grace
And you say, "Peace, be still."

Chorus

BRIDGE:
There on the storm I am learning to let go
The white wave's high, it's crashing o'er the deck
And I don't know where I go
Where are you Lord? Is my ship going down?
The mast is gone so throw the anchor
Should I jump and try to swim to land?

VERSE 3:
There on the storm, teach me God to understand
Of the Will that I just cannot control
There may I see all your love protecting me
I thank you Lord, you are the calmer of the storm.

Words and music by downhere, ©2001 Word Music, Inc.

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