Thursday, July 31, 2003

A lament

I miss playing basketball.

I miss coming off screens to take a pass and drain a jumper in a defender's face.

I miss throwing passes to cutting teammates for layups.

I miss blocking shots.

I miss gambling for steals and left-handed jump hooks.

I miss setting hard screens on smaller people and knocking them down.

I miss banking in everything from each wing.

I miss winning.

I miss losing.

I miss bricks, turnovers, getting stuffed, scraping my knee, sweating.

Man, I gotta get healthy again.

Ramblings

You know the Indian food is spicy when you eat raw onion to clean your palate... and it tastes like celery.

Off-the-wall: at lunch today, my coworker wondered, "What do people in Holland call it when they go on a date and split the bill?"

Bye Ainsworth. We hardly knew ye.

Thanks to Andrew N for this link explaining the origins of such internet slang as "w00t w00t", "d00d", "sk1llz", "f00", and "sux0r". Bet all the "cool kids" using this slang don't know it started amongst geeks :-).

I think it's time to go home...

Wednesday, July 30, 2003

Of books, billiards, and barbeques

Of books…
Been going through the book Celebration of Discipline: The Path to Spiritual Growth with Richard over the past year, with a break in the middle while he was off at Davis. I personally finished reading it last year, and re-reading chapters again just reinforces what an excellent book this is. “God’s grace is free, but it is not cheap” – Bonhoeffer.

When Jesus says, “I have come so that they may have life, and have it to the full” (John 10:10b), that full life that is promised is not simply dropped in our laps. Discipleship and living a life of spiritual discipline isn’t easy – practicing meditation, prayer, study, solitude, simplicity, fasting, and so on so forth takes training and practice. The reward, however, is a more immanent and rich experience of God through the indwelling Holy Spirit. I wish I’d had the opportunity to read this book back when I first accepted Christ, because in my opinion, outside of the Bible, it might be the best handbook/guide out there to following hard after God. I highly recommend it.

Been reading a few short stories from Tolstoy each night before going to bed. In these tales, mostly about peasant folk, he brings up some interesting ideas and scenarios regarding spirituality and life (hence the title of the collection, Divine and Human). One story in particular that has stuck in mind – a mother loses her toddler son to a disease, and in her grief, wonders aloud why God would take her innocent son from her. An angel appears and says (paraphrased), “Do not be sad that your son has been taken at such an early age. While you grieve now, you do not know what he could have been.” Then the angel shows the mother a vision of an alternate future where her son is all grown up, a drunkard and a pervert. Then the vision fades, and the angel says, “It is better that we take him now, while he is yet innocent.” Fascinating idea for a story – without even getting into destiny, I think it also underscored the combination of pride and fear that parents must have in raising their children, since they play such a large role in influencing the child to choose the right path.

Borrowed The Lord of the Rings from Andrew N last night with the plan of trying to finish it again before Return of the King comes out in December. I really oughta just buy my own copy.

… billiards…
Saturday night after Ted’s farewell dinner, hitched a ride with the Miyais up to Emeryville for Pam’s belated birthday celebration. We went to the pool hall near the Emery Bay mall complex. Even though my family has a pool table at home, I haven’t really played in a long, long time – probably over a year. The novelty wears off since it’s not all that much fun to play by yourself. Anyhow, we played a few games and I stunk it up. That’s okay though… got the chance to catch up with Pam, Andy, Danny, JLau, and Spoon.

… and barbeques
Sunday evening after helping Byron move out of his place (gonna miss that apartment), a bunch of us headed over to Disneyland- er, I mean the Lins’ (Joe and Jean) house for a bbq. It’s a big house. Anyway, we were treated to chicken, ribs, shish kebabs, kalbi, bulgogi, hot links, the works. I made my mom’s corn salad. Had fresh lychee for the first time (till Sunday, I knew it as “that Chinese candy”). For dessert, we had a plethora of stuff and I think I probably had one of everything – except for the lactose-free (not kidding) ice cream. The fruit/whipped cream/cake trifle spurred conversations about the memorable Friends episode where Rachel makes it but screws up the recipe (“Tastes like FEET!”). Discussed grilling techniques with George and Joe, caught up with Jeff, Mike, and Charles, and had a stimulating conversation about whether cursing is a sin with Byron, Karen, Tomio, Andrew N, Jerry, and Eric.

The latter was sparked by the topic of Tony Campolo using the following line to make a point when speaking to Christians at conferences and such: “You don’t give a s*** about the fact that x number of poor people are dying every day. In fact, you care more about the fact I just said s*** than you do about those people.”

My opinion? I think cursing is, for the most part, a social construct (as Eric put it). Depending on your context, a curse in one country may be totally accepted in another. For example, “bloody” is a strong curse in England, but here it doesn’t mean a thing (apologies to any possible English readers of this thing). I believe Scripture is quire clear in defining sin not necessarily in specific ways, but describing anything that is apart from God or demeaning to God. When someone exclaims, “Jee-zus!” in disgust, they demean God’s name. This is true cursing.

That being said, there aren’t very many occasions where you absolutely need a curse word (four letters or otherwise) to describe something or express yourself. Why not just stay away from them altogether?

Random
I was reading the latest issue of Slam magazine during lunchtime today, and came across an article about current Milwaukee Buck guard/forward Desmond Mason, who won the slam dunk title two seasons ago before the Warriors’ Jason Richardson won the last two. That sparked a memory from a couple of months ago when I brought the tape of this year’s slam dunk contest to a potluck dinner and popped it in while people were eating. The guys naturally got into it, with exclamations of disbelief and spontaneous cheering, while a few of the girls got interested enough that they listened to us describing the degree of difficulty, angle, hops, etc. Then it dawned on us – the slam dunk contest was the male equivalent of watching figure skating. Once we mentioned this analogy, all the girls nodded knowingly.

I think we’ve also determined that pro wrestling is the male equivalent to soap operas. I’m sure there are other parallels but they’re not coming to mind at the moment.

Friday, July 25, 2003

Idle thoughts for a Friday afternoon

Woohoo! I'm up to #4 on Hideyo's BCS rankings. Supercal, you're mine.

To show my age and lack of connection to modern pop culture... what the heck does "woot woot" mean? Also spelled as "w00t w00t".

NBA tidbit - each team that has won the last 10 championships (Rockets, Bulls, Spurs, Lakers) have had either Steve Kerr or Robert Horry on its roster. The Spurs just signed Horry and will probably be re-signing Kerr sometime soon. Chalk up this year's title.

Barry Bonds is the man.

As someone who has a fairly deep-seated appreciation for nature, I've identified 1) smog and 2) a view of hills/mountains as things that can affect my mood. If I can clearly see the mountains ringing the San Joaquin Valley clearly in the distance, I'm much happier. This is why I think it would be dificult for me to live in SoCal or in the middle of the US - too much smog in the former, no mountains in the latter.

Just finished reading the Bible for the 3rd time this morning. Ever-so-slowly creeping up on the legendary Dave Kwon's 6. However, that mark was set while we were still in college at Cal. I bet he's on at least his 15th time through.

Quote from the novel Jurassic Park:
(Malcolm) "In any case, I only wear two colors - black and grey. They work for almost any occasion, and they go well together in case, by accident, I put on grey socks with my black trousers."
(Dr. Sattler) "Isn't it boring wearing just two colors?"
(Malcolm) "Not at all. I find it liberating. I believe my life has value, and I don't want to waste it thinking about what I will wear in the morning. Can you imagine anything more tedious than fashion?"

A running joke in my praise band has been that just about my entire wardrobe consists of some variation of the following colors: black, grey, blue, green, white, khaki. They keep bugging me to expand my palette. I guess that's why the above quote came to mind.

Can't believe it's almost August already...

Wednesday, July 23, 2003

More ramblings

Had a good, low-key weekend. Saturday was a day of music, as we had praise band practice for Sunday worship on Saturday morning, practice for a Saturday praise and prayer night (PPN) on Saturday afternoon, then the PPN itself. I'm starting to get the hang of sound tech duties in addition to everything else. All in all, good time of musical worship and prayer, all day long.

Hung out with Danny at night in Mountain View. We went the Asian route and grabbed Tapioca Express, even though both of us aren't very "Asian" and typically don't frequent these hangouts, but it was open and I had a free drink from a frequent-buyer card that I could use (the card filled up when I acted as delivery service for some of our church members going to Mexico for missions in two weeks). Caught up on each other's happenings, discussed college friends, talked some sports, and expressed amused consternation at our similar situations where all of a sudden, parental types are giving us more pressure about being single.

A while back in youth group, the youth members expressed interest in hearing "exciting stories" of believers out in the field. Perhaps Rick Johnson's stories of Mexico and the Amazon enthralled them this past Sunday. Among the highlights... looking at ants the size of my thumbnail, drinking banana-snot-water, examining piranha teeth, and having an up-close-and-personal encounter with an anaconda. 'Twas also exciting and encouraging to hear stories about the ways the church in Mexico is growing. Yai Bada Iba!

Been re-watching The Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring in segments the last few nights. Such a cool movie. Can't wait till Return of the King gets here.

Ton of NBA news... Arenas took the $ and left for Washington, Spree's going to Minnesota, and the Spurs/Kings/Pacers might have something brewing. I'll miss Arenas as a fan - he was an electrifying player with great talent - but I think the Warriors will get by.

Possible Spurs lineup for 2003-2004:
PG: Parker, SG: Ginobili, SF: Bowen, PF: Duncan, C: Nesterovic
Backups: Turkoglu, Mercer, Rose, Horry

While not nearly as talented as the Lakers (assuming Kobe isn't in jail), I think it can hold its own at least for a while.

Dream lineup for 2004-2005:
Parker, Ginobili, Garnett, Duncan, Nesterovic

Current CD wishlist: I've been getting more into musicians and bands coming from a faith background, but that are less "Christian poppy". Wishlist: Switchfoot (The Beautiful Letdown), Plumb (candycoatedwaterdrops, Beautiful Lumps of Coal), Lifehouse (No Name Face), U2 (All That You Can't Leave Behind), Sixpence None the Richer (This Beautiful Mess, Self-Titled).

Current reading: The Four Loves by CS Lewis, continuing Divine and Human by Tolstoy. Oh, and just started on Jurassic Park (Crichton) again last night for nostalgia's sake.

Friday, July 18, 2003

I feel smarter already

A part of the "cultural education" I alluded to in the post below at my company is that we have Indian food once or twice a week (typical dinner menu goes - Chinese-Italian-Chinese-Indian-wildcard, with wildcard ranging from pizza to Korean). For Indian, we get a few curries from a local place and cook our own rice. One of the dishes we order is brain. I'm not sure what animal it's from - goat possibly? I was skeptical at first, but it's actually quite tasty. I typically help myself to a few big spoonfuls to accompany the chicken masala.

Why are all these people after me?

My sleep dreams range from the extraordinarily mundane (sitting around talking about nothing) to the quite exciting and action-packed.

In the former category, one rather odd thing I've found is that sometimes the mundane scene I dreamed about will actually happen in real life some time later. I'll be hanging out with people when someone says something that triggers my dream memory, and I know who's gonna speak next and what he/she's gonna say. Does this happen to anyone else?

In the latter, I've had dreams ranging from being chased by raptors, to being sorta like a John McClane character in Die Hard where I'm in a multi-story building fighting terrorists hand-to-hand. The annoying thing is that in almost all my dreams, I don't get happy endings - a raptor jumps on me, and in the Die Hard scenario, I was struggling to wrestle a shotgun away from the head bad guy when he managed to orient it towards my torso and blow a hole in my stomach. I looked down and I could see it. Weird huh?

Last night's dream fit into the latter category. For some reason, my brother and I were on the run from people who wanted to catch us for some reason that I can no longer remember. I do remember getting into a fistfight with one more highly-skilled adversary, and just as he got me into a joint lock and was going to break my arm, I woke up.

What a way to start the day.
Stream of Consciousness

Last night as I was waiting for some tests to finish running, I was browsing through the archives of The Sports Guy on ESPN.com... funny, funny guy. Periodically in his columns, he'll just write up a series of ramblings about whatever topics happen to pop into mind. So, since I haven't written in a while and there's plenty to write about, here's some stream of consciousness for ya...

Yosemite... I have fond memories of that place because throughout high school and into college, one of my family's traditions would be to go camping in Yosemite each 4th of July weekend. Since campsites are limited and coveted, my mom would wake up at like 6 in the morning a half year in advance in order to call to reserve a site, along with a bunch of her buddies. Usually only a few would get through and would reserve a few sites for other people. Yeah, we're diehard...

In my opinion, the Yosemite Valley is probably the prettiest place in the world. Granted, I haven’t seen much of the world, but the combination of waterfalls, mountains, rock structures, redwood trees, a clear night sky, and a bustling river is hard to beat. Biking around the valley is one of my favorite activities, as you get miles of uninterrupted bike trail, gorgeous sights, a decent workout, and the freedom to go almost anywhere and do anything. Can't think of a better way to spend about 4 days than camping in Yosemite - 1 day to get there and set up, 1 to do a fairly strenuous hike (Half Dome, Glacier Point, etc.), 1 day to relax (raft, bike, read, nap), and 1 to head home. Unfortunately, this year we were only there for 3 due to my job. Ah well. 'Twas nice anyhow.

Jen, Jerry, and Ted are headed away from the local Canaan Church family this month. We bid farewell to Jen last Sunday, and Jerry and Ted will be heading off at the end of the month.

Jen, Byron, Maria, Gideon, and I formed the core of what I like to call the "Young People's Revolution" at Canaan :-). We were the first of the new wave of young adults that now make up the majority of FNL. Hm, I sense my ego coming into play here, but this is my blog... anyhow, I served with Jen for a few years in the worship ministry; very talented person and a good friend.

Jerry showed up and became Byron's roommate. Looks a bit like Tiger Woods (and apparently does a pretty good "tiger" (little "t") impression). Hm, you know a geek's doing the writing when he nests parentheses. Anyhow, while we'll remember Jerry for memorable sayings and doings (and the fact that his huge biceps are as big around as his calves), he was a faithful men's group leader and never ceased to exhort us to "FOCUS!"

Ted will always be remembered for his talented violin (which added a classy component to our musical worship), rainmaker high-arching shots from 28 feet out, his rabid Lakers support, and combining with JT to form the most ardent karaoke enthusiasts of our young adults group.

Fare thee well to all three of you...

Terminator 3. (Drag mouse over following lines if you want to read...)

Sports. It's mid-July and my sports-fandom is still being consumed by the NBA, several weeks after the Spurs took home the trophy. There's a great deal of intrigue with LeBron James entering the league and the Lakers building quite a team through free agency (although it's disappointing to hear today's Kobe news). All this is translating into increased interest in the sport, and to that I say, bravo!

At the office, we have both men's and women's bathrooms, even though there are 12 guys and 1 gal. I guess when the gal is the CEO, she can claim her own bathroom.

A running joke at my company - some context, of the 13 employees, we have 8 Chinese (all immigrants, with the exception of... me), 3 Indian, 1 Romanian, and 1 Caucasian-American from Missouri. So there's a lot of cultural education going on, which is pretty cool. One day, one of our Chinese engineers (WenYong) got into kind of an agitated state due to work, and went up to an Indian engineer (Diwakar). Forgetting who he was talking to, a stream of Mandarin came out of his mouth. Ever since then, Diwakar will periodically go up to WenYong and say, "ariosa cknklvu?" or some other gibberish. It's hecka funny.

In last Sunday's Simpsons episode, a Native American is describing an idyllic nature scene, then it appears on screen - fish jumping out of a clear brook, rabbits hopping, a flock of birds flies and lands on a moose's antlers. Then, the birds begin flapping and carry the startled moose away. I was cracking up.

Last night, "Top Gun" came on TBS at around 11 pm. That did it... I ended up staying awake till 1 am to finish watching the movie. Perhaps no more eminently quotable flick for the mid-twenties crowd. "Your ego's writing checks your body can't cash." "Now this is what I call a target-rich environment." So over-the-top and yet so cool. Love that soundtrack too.

Isn't it fun watching older movies and seeing famous people before they become famous? In Top Gun, aside from Cruise/Preston, there's Michael Ironside, Anthony Edwards, and Tim Robbins (I realized the latter just last night). In "A Few Good Men" (another Cruise flick - coincidence?), we see Cuba Gooding Jr. and Kiefer Sutherland.

Weekend here I come!

Thursday, July 17, 2003

Wow, that's bad

I know I'm not a very good writer, but I think I'm better than these guys.

The award for worst simile went to:

"They had but one last remaining night together, so they embraced each other as tightly as that two-flavor entwined string cheese that is orange and yellowish-white, the orange probably being a bland Cheddar and the white ... Mozzarella, although it could possibly be Provolone or just plain American, as it really doesn't taste distinctly dissimilar from the orange, yet they would have you believe it does by coloring it differently."

Wednesday, July 16, 2003

Cool Link of the Day

Matrix, ascii-style

More blogs to come. Due to Hideyo's Blog Championship Series (BCS) rankings, I now have a goal to work towards.

Thursday, July 10, 2003

Brevity is the soul of wit

A hearty greeting to the few people who actually read this thing... I wouldn't mind writing more, and in fact throughout the day and at random times I have ideas and concepts in my mind that I think, "Hey, I should blog about that!" But since I already spend a good portion of my life in front of a computer and I've been having the arm problems detailed in an earlier blog, I don't have the capacity to write nearly as much. Hopefully both frequency and quality will pick up in the near future.

Quick takes on things I am still planning to write more expansive posts on:

4th of July weekend. Yosemite. Gorgeous. Therapeutic. Relaxing. My fireworks = counting shooting stars.
Jen/Jerry farewell. "Who's the Hulk?" Hil-arious. For full details see Karen's blog (see link at right).
T3. Mediocre.
Hoops. Last time with Dave W as a single man, last time with Jason C while he's off teaching English in a Large Asian Country for a year. Very rusty. Good to see the guys again.
Swimming. Good exercise, works pretty well with my "condition".
24. Great show. Finished last 2 eps last night. Onward to Season 2... eventually.
Lakers. High-profile signings (Payton and Malone). Makes for an even more intriguing NBA season starting this fall. Go Spurs and Warriors!

Thursday, July 03, 2003

Longest day yet

Yesterday:
Into office: 9:30 am
Out of office: 11:30 pm

Wednesday, July 02, 2003

Bathroom humor

I'm normally not terribly amused by bathroom humor, but I came across this comment on Joe L's Xanga made by ClownmanMad that I was laughing out loud at. It's in response to a fondness for stinky tofu that Joe professed:

"STINKY TOFU ? those are like biting into a big hunk of fart... i might as well fart into your mouth and you make chewing motions... or ill fart into a jar that has a little water in it, freeze it, and then you could eat it like a popsicle ."
Weekend recap 2003/06/28 - 2003/06/29

Saturday, had praise band practice for the first time since I started having forearm pain. Surprisingly, playing guitar wasn't any problem at all, thank God. I think I'll still avoid playing too much during the week as a precaution, however. Since it's summertime, Richard's back from Davis, and Andy Y joined us this past weekend, giving us pretty much a full band: acoustic, electric, bass, drums, piano, male lead vocal, female vocal, male harmonizing vocal (could've added a female harmonizing vocal but that might have been too overwhelming... heheh). You can get a pretty good wall-of-sound effect going with that kind of setup.

We prepped a medley of "Love Song for a Savior" and "I Could Sing of Your Love Forever" for the Sunday worship service. I don't know about everyone else, but I had fun trying to figure out harmonies, guitar/drum fills, and other musical nuances. I think I also gained a new appreciation for just how intricate professional music can be. Layers upon layers...

Saturday night, hung out with some old-school Canaan people: Eric, Charles, Jeff, Mike, Karen, as well as Ben T from Cal, as something of a belated birthday celebration for Eric. Andy H and Jenny stopped by as well. Was gonna order some prepared ribs from the Nob Hill deli but they ran out just as I called. Grrr. Got to see some top-notch poker playing.

Sunday at church, saw that Tomio and Alice were back from their honeymoon. Everyone else was commenting that they looked "older" and/or "more mature." George called it "the glow of marriage." Hm, didn't know ol' George had a poetic side. Anyway, I didn't think they looked that much different. Since the church ran out of lunch food, went to In'N'Out with them and Eric and Karen and got to hear stories about Europe.

That afternoon in an attempt to be disciplined about allowing my arms to heal, I took a break from basketball. Argh... but, was able to spend some time hanging out with Byron and Maria, helping them to wash their cars, before heading off to JT's housewarming. A hearty "Nicely done!" to JT for the way he set up his house/furniture etc. Last time I was there, I helped take a box containing his desk up to his room.

Finished off the weekend with a youth counselors' meeting and two (count 'em, two!) episodes of 24.

Observation: when I look back on my blog some time from now, it'll seem like my entire life consisted of weekends.

Tuesday, July 01, 2003

Epiphany

Bob (5:03:50 PM): epiphany
George (5:03:59 PM): bling!
George (5:04:04 PM): light bulb.. ;-)
George (5:04:09 PM): what's up
Bob (5:04:14 PM): I think I've finally figured out how to correctly roll wires
George (5:04:21 PM): haha.....
Bob (5:04:22 PM): er, cables
George (5:04:24 PM): really
George (5:04:26 PM): cool
George (5:04:31 PM): how did you come to that conclusion?
George (5:04:49 PM): or how did you figure it out?
Bob (5:04:55 PM): I was coiling my extra length of power cord and mouse cord and decided to give the "1/4 inch" method a try
Bob (5:05:03 PM): and I think I got it
George (5:05:22 PM): nice.....
Bob (5:05:29 PM): you can test me later
George (5:05:57 PM): well one way to check is to straighten the cable... roll it up and then unroll it and it should have no loops
Bob (5:06:34 PM): I think the power cable is already bent out of shape due to previous mis-rolls, so that's a lost cause
George (5:06:46 PM): another way I do it with our church cables is to lay it out flat on the floor, stretch it out and I start rolling.. as I roll, if the end of the cable never turns I know I've done it right...
George (5:06:47 PM): yeah
George (5:06:53 PM): power cables are hard....
George (5:07:21 PM): most cables are that way...... bent weirdly
George (5:07:38 PM): try it on your cellphone headphone cables....
Bob (5:07:53 PM): don't have that in here... ah well
Bob (5:07:59 PM): I'll practice with ethernet cables or something
Bob (5:08:01 PM): hahah
George (5:08:19 PM): nice.. :-)
Bob (5:09:42 PM): anyhow, just thought I'd share that with you
George (5:09:47 PM): thanks.. ;-)
Bob (5:09:52 PM): as I don't think anyone else on my IM list would appreciate the epiphany
George (5:10:04 PM): haha.. yeah.. .I would think not....

Weekend update to come...